chasing pavements9:29 AM
Hi all :) maybe you all have been wondering, where am i? i mean it's been quite a long time since my last post. well it doesn't mean that i'm leaving my blog. it is way impossible, because blogging is just one of the way where i can be myself and develop my love for fashion. As you all know i've been away for like months, perhaps more? the reason is not because i'm too lazy, it's just that school really pressures me a lot. i'm like in the edge of my high school journey, but there are just too many tasks, tests, and many things. i know that i'm not really good at organizing my time, but it's really hard to find a right time to write post, take pictures, and everything. maybe i just need to finish this semester, and i will start blogging again for the holiday season.
anyway, i also want share something that recently happened to me. you know, sometimes it's hard to find the right person to really open yourself up. obviously i'm not a perfect person, i realized that since i was a kid. i'm not that kind person who's tend to have everything under perfect condition. and that's when i realize that there are a lot of difference in life, that sometimes you can't understand. you always hope to fit in with everyone, but at same time, leaving that differences behind it's hard. you know, the reason why i write this is because sometimes i'm tired of being the one who, "ok let's go with that..., oh i'm sorry". i mean there are a lot 'perfectionist' person out there that sometimes can intimate you or pressure you to be perfect just like them. maybe sometimes you feel like they didn't see how hard you've tried. this is a big thing because the traits that you have now will be the traits that you'll have when you grow up. at this kind a situation, i've tried to speak up, defend myself, and stick to my priorities. but sometimes, when people can't see that, it kind a hurts. But life is about learning. it's ok to make mistakes, as long as you learn something from it, you have to be thankful. :)