"When life is sweet say thank you, and celebrate. When life is bitter, say thank you and GROW"

Hi guys! I just realized how long I had abandoned my blog. Yes I know.. 2 weeks without posting anything and that's bad! I had promised before that I will update on a regular basis, once in a week. So do mind my excuse this time :)

So notice the "all caps lock" word in my quotes? Hint : It starts with a G! Well you know, it's GROW, and honestly it's the area where I put my mind a lot lately. As you know this is my last year as a university student. You know, I never got tired saying this but.. time do flies so fast! I'm so  blessed, and grateful for everything that happened in the past, I've been experiencing so many things so far in my university life. but ending it is kind a scary yet at the same time, I'm thrilled for what the futures hold. So know in my mind is that I need to stop playing around, and prepare my self for my future. 

After long thoughts, confusions, and struggles, God finally answered my prayers and gave peace in my heart. I was considering for masters at first, and many other plans bla bla bla.. As usual, being a planner is not always easy when you know you can't achieve it . But, now a new part of me is excited to start my new chapter in life, which is the working world. Yes I have decided, I want to work in Singapore. At least I want to try, and I believe if God says yes, He will open a door for me :)

But guys.. before making this decision, and having a long term peace, I've heard many terrifying stories about Singapore's working life. You know how you can't trust anyone, how they don't care about you, how they pressure you a lot without any help or guidance, and many weird and scary facts. (I've heard one of my seniors quit after 2 weeks of working) . But i believe one thing, before becoming a successful person, you need to experience the pain yourself, build yourself from scratch, until you become a strong person, with integrity.

At first my mind was stuck. All I know is that I love fashion, drawing, and make up. You know something in the "artsy" area. And sometimes my friend, instagram could be your own worse enemy, because you keep on looking at someone who succeeds with their own dreams. Is like a voice inside my heart says, "they can, but why not me?".

I may not understand what might happen to me next, but one thing for sure. I have peace in my heart that everything will be ok, it's already settled in God's hand. So surrender guys, and never compare. satisfaction is a matter of perspective, so choose to see something from the right angle, and you'll be ok!

top - MDS, skirt - cotton on, bag - celine , shades - forever 21, ring - forever 21, necklace - swarosvki, shoes - tory burch

Since I haven't post for a quite a time, Here is my recent make up look! I always like the spend at least a day in a week to experiment with my make up. It's a hobby guys, but I hope i can develop it more :) I might consider to do a full make up post next time :) probably my favorite stuff etc!

"Time is precious.. Waste it wisely"

My university life had started again, I've passed my first week! Gosh, time really flies so fast. I'm already in my third year, which means.. Yes I have to decide what's next after this. Sometimes you are forced by time to make a quick decision, but I do hope I make a good one.

Anyway, I'm actually really happy to be back to Singapore, I miss spending time with all of the people here. I miss spending quality time with myself here. I don't know if it's just me, but I think Singapore is one of the best place to have your personal time. In here, people don't care about other people business. Also, I'm happy to say that I am committed to update my blog once a week! :) It's better than last year, when I completely abandoned my blog. So every Friday I have a day off, no class! wohoo, so I'm gonna spend my time blogging, and do a DF (Discover Friday) which basically a day where I try to discover new things about Singapore!

top - topshop, skirt - MDS, shoes - bershka, clutch - debenhams, accessories - forever 21 and hnM

"If we know our own values, we should learn to appreciate them. Don't let anybody determine who you are, because you are valued in God's eyes."

Hi guys! I'm back in jakarta for a while, and I did enjoy my holiday here. But I miss being active, I miss Singapore like a lot, I miss my friends there, and every little things about Singapore.. Well, I'm coming back soon! I'm flying to Singapore this Thursday, and then back to the old routines :) any how, I want to share something I learned this week. We can't be people pleaser. How many times in your life you tend to sacrifice your own principle/opinion/feelings just to make other people happy? To make them satisfied with you? Don't get me wrong, making people happy is a wonderful feeling, It's a good deed. But the wrong this when you try too hard, when you let yourself to always say Yes no matter what, when you no longer hold what you believe in.. All I can say, and base from my own personal experience, I'm tired pleasing everyone. I used to be a people pleaser, Always wanting to make everyone around me happy, make them valued me, make them satisfied with my appearance. However I'm tired doing that, because no matter how hard I've tried I never going to be good enough for them. Thankfully, God has set my mind on the right path. I will keep on doing the right thing, but I will not try to satisfy everyone around me. I don't care about other people's judgement. They may judge me, it's a free thing but I wouldn't care. I only care about what God sees in me, He is the only judge of my life.

NOW! It's time for my OOTP (Outfit of Today's Post) time. Yes i'm comfortable wearing blues, specifically dark blues. I love this top, but as you can see the top was actually modified. I bought the top 2 years a go, but never wear it because the model was weird. Then I went to my tailor, modified it, and I liked it :). Oh yeah, I know i've been so bad updating my blog lately, and it's not that I don't care about my blog, it's just the timing. I promise in Singapore I will try to update regularly! I truly feel like myself writing this blog, and I really appreciated each one of you who followed me. Will share my blog story soon, how it all started!

top - urban outfitters, pants - unbranded, shoes - bershka, bag - marc jacobs, accessories - scape market

"Have the courage to follow your heart and intuition . They somehow know what you truly want to become."

-Steve Jobs-

Hi guys, finally i post something about Fashion, and my daily mix and match. Well from the title you can see that my summer almost ends. It's so sad, but i'm eager to start my 3rd year in my university! I promise to keep on updating my blog, at least once a week, but i'm gonna try to keep up! Enjoy today's OOTP!

and guys, i have to share something new. Currently, since last year actually, i've started this new hobby, and it's make up. Omg i'm obsessed with it, every time i go to Sephora or any drug store , The make up session is the one i go to every time. I can't help it, this passion is just keep on getting stronger and stronger! I will start uploading my MOTD (Makeup of The Day) in every post! Do comment on what you guys think, i'm still learning :)

Makeup of The day, Smokey Eyes look.

Foundation - Mac NC 25 and Loreal le leint Accord Parfait D4-W4

Mosturizer - Simple Sensitive Skin

Primer - Benefit pore mini miser

Highlighter -  Maybeline Anti Age in Light, Bobbi Brown in Sand

Bronzer - Nyc in Sunny

Powder - Mac

Blush - NYX in Pinched

Mascara - Maybeline Rocket Mascara

Lipstick - NYX soft matte lip cream in Instabul

Eyes - Naked Palette (Creep), Mac Red Brick, and NYX Smokey shadow palette