hi guys, it's been a really long long time since my last post. when did the last time i post something on my blog? 3rd October 2012? GOSH, it's really long, it's been 7 months and 28 days!!  i know excuses may not cover me this time, and i admit time is the problem for me. well, i'm gonna share the story first about what's been happening to me lately. i'm gonna tell like every little detail about it, so mind for the long post :)

so i've been living in Singapore because in my last post i mention that i went for college here. for my first year i took Diploma for Economics, so i studied things like Maths, Statistic, Accounting, Banking, Finance, and Intro to Econs. so how were the subjects? well since i'm a science students, i'm not really used to all of these subjects. at first i struggle, i asked myself a question, "why can't i study the things i want? why am i not studying things that are more fun like, art, fashion? why?" i started to think, and a friend of mine told me, don't complain, you'll never know what it's gonna turned out, but just try to enjoy studying it. i tried to at that time, i put my time studying, and maintaining my life, and yes i am surprised  i enjoyed it. i'm not gonna say i love it, but i'm grateful for it. you know it's true, when parents think that they have the best decision for you. at first you may not see it, but when you try to enjoy it, you will see the big picture somehow :) 

another story to tell is what i've been through in my social life. i got a roommate in my dorm (some of my friends got the single room ones, some double), and i learned one important lesson. you may not 'click' with everyone. no matter how hard you try to be nice, the may just be like ignorant and like "whatever". so i faced quite an interesting experienced with my roommate for the past 4-5 months, but i'm grateful for that experienced. i learned a valuable lesson, and i'm happier now. 

For my friends, i am really blessed to have them! i have few friends that also go to the same degree as me, and we were really close now. Also the friends i met here was incredibly awesome. i really do believe that God puts you in a place for a reason. I met people that makes me feel like home (i don't feel homesick at all), and those people are also the one that help me to be more closer with God. i joined an Indonesian community in my university, and through this community i experienced once in a lifetime experienced. so this story is a bit long on it's own so i will elaborate it in the next paragraph.

i always had a passion for acting. some people called me Drama Queen, but i do believe they say this for a good reason. well i enjoyed performances of dramas back in my high school  and i always enjoyed public speaking, so i cast for an audition for a Big Drama by the Indonesian Community. i need to show my singing and my acting skill, and to cut it straight forward i got one of the lead role! i have dance and sing (at the same time), in front of like 500/600 peoples, and let me tell you. it was a nerve wrecking experience, it was a big deal because to watch this performance you need to buy tickets, and we performed at National Library Singapore. in the end the tickets was sold out, and we did an amazing job! oh yeah, the whole drama itself was called INSIGHT 2013, and through INSIGHT i am also thankful to find these group of people that i called family now! we are so close, and for me they are my brothers and sisters :). and since then, i am truly amazed how my first year in Singapore. i learned many valuable lessons, and basically you just gotta enjoy the ride. don't judge the way things gonna end at the first sight, you just gotta let go and accept reality.

now i am back in Jakarta for my holiday about 3 months, and i'm ready to get back on track with my blog, hope to see all of your comments and stay tune! promise, this time no more excuses, and i'm ready to blog!